Five years ago, I had LASIK eye surgery. It was one of the best decisions and investments I ever made, because I was, literally, blind as a bat. The procedure itself took no more than 7 minutes for both eyes, and while one eye is being operated on, the other is covered to ensure that no foreign particles fly in it, and to block out the blinding light hovering above head. Hearing the laser making strange, alien-spaceship like noises is intimidating enough in itself, but the worst part of the entire experience is when everything goes black. In a brief moment ( that lasted no more than 30 seconds), I experienced what it was like to be blind, and a sudden dread came over me. I wasn't fearful because I couldn't see: I was afraid because it was so dark. If a few short moments in the dark terrified me that much, I don't want to ponder, even for a second, what eternal darkness must feel like. My vision had to be surgically corrected in order for it to be fixed permanently. The surgery was a daunting task and extremely uncomfortable, but I did what was necessary so I could rely on my own vision as a means by which to see, and there was no other way to do it. Jesus knew that HE had to do what was necessary to save this world, and the only way, was to offer himself up as a living sacrifice for it(Hebrews 9:26-28).
My temporary darkness was obvious, because my eyes were covered, but what I came to realize in that moment was that we in the world, walk in darkness in the broad daylight, as this world looms heavy around us. No one is innocent of this; we see the world though scratched lenses on purpose, in an attempt to justify or even accept our sinful ways. Those who are not yet saved simply do not know any better. But those of us who are, gouge out our own eyes with our excuses for near-sided faith. Over and over again God does great things in our sight (1 Samuel12:16), so we can see His glory. Like LASIK, God restores our sight (Luke 4:18), but we as sinners, continue to revert back to wearing glasses when we fall back into the ways of this world.
In order to have 20/20 vision, the cornea of the eye should be a perfect circle around the iris. People who are near-sided generally have oblong corneas which cause them to squint. If the entire area is not covered, it is impossible to focus. Since my initial surgery, I’ve had to, twice, go back to my surgeon and “enhance” my vision in both eyes. My eyes were so bad that the initial surgery did not completely restore my sight. And even though I had the surgery, I was still squinting because I couldn’t focus. When Jesus first restored my sight, I was happy, but I would be lying if I said I wasn’t overwhelmed by my new found freedom. I was not quite ready to see myself without the blur of the world that was blinding me. Taking those initial steps and getting rid of my glasses was, and sometimes still is, quite painful. Pre-surgery, I couldn’t see my own hand waving in front of my face. Post-surgery, and with a few enhancements, the world is now crystal clear. As my vision had to be enhanced to perfect it, so does God enhance my faith, daily, by his grace, mercy, and forgiveness; provided only through the body and the blood of Christ (Ephesians 4:32).
When change takes place, it requires life-altering occurrences. Who I was pre-Jesus was an empty vessel of a person dying to my sin, and it was painful to see who I was before I was reconciled unto God through Christ's broken body and shed blood (2 Corinthians 5:19; 1 Peter 3:18). Who I am post-Jesus is a spirit-filled vessel, still a sinner, but one who asks, daily, to be shown the error of my ways, in a quest for holiness (Leviticus 20:26). This does not give me the right to intentionally sin because I know that I will be forgiven (Romans 6:1-2). But it does give Jesus the right to bring my sin to light to extinguish it (Ephesians 6:16), and blot it out forever (Acts 3:9). Just as Jesus dropped the scales off the eyes of the Apostle Paul who was blinded by the world and the law (Acts 9), so will He restore our vision in a place that balefully grows darker by each passing moment . With the New Year fast approaching, and gas prices continually rising in a world of constant, uncertain calamity, those of us in Christ can walk in faith; knowing that Jesus will always provide us with the fuel to keep our fires burning and our lights shining bright in the midst of darkness.
“I am the light of the world. Whoever follows me will never walk in darkness, but will have the light of life.”
-Jesus












